Archive for September, 2007

Above Kibber

September 22, 2007

The path curving through the village
is unpaved and runs out upslope
beside a cairn heaped with yak horns
in nubbly rust colored loops.

No tree line obscures our view
of a cluster of white houses,
their windows rimmed in black trapezoids
to absorb sunlight, their flat roofs
overlapped at the edge with dried brush
that wicks off snow to prevent roof collapse.

I don’t know how much snow exactly,
it being mid-July,
but I’m told the road is closed
October through May and tongues
of two glaciers lap the switch back approach.

Below, a family in a terraced field,
the wife and three children stoop
behind the farmer who guides
his yolked yaks beside him.

Only now, plowing and sowing.
I begin to connect a distant singing voice
to the farmer by the coincidence of his notes
with the movement of the beasts.
Forward, backward, pause, turn.

The voice is not commanding -
it is a love song. Pure, ringing into the wind.
It reminds me of my favorite sound
in all the world, Ben Franklin’s glass armonica.
Crystaline vibration in rare atmosphere.

And listening acutely,
not an echo, but an antiphon
in folds of the valley obscured,
more voices elevate in resonance
with spring planting
and snow capped peaks.

Avalokiteshvara (Of Taos and Tabo)

September 22, 2007

She introduced herself as “Sunfower”
nicknamed for her favorite childhood blooms -
it was a year and two continents ago
in her Taos Pueblo workshop.
I see again sprigs of steel gray hair
twang out from the sides
of thick rimmed glasses.
Her eyes behold her retirement.
“I will go to Texas with my granddaughters,
first I will soak in the oversized hotel tub
filled with floating magnolia blossoms.”

As she speaks, one fist rotates inside the pot,
while the other flicks the tip of a brush,
a deft, swift lizard tongue, across the rim.
“Then I will bring my granddaughters
to the Coca-cola memorabilia museum
right near the bottling plant.”
For theatrical emphasis, she takes
a long swig from the bottle nearby.

This place reminds me of Taos.
Stupas shaped like baking ovens,
arid smoke scented wind in the courtyard,
heaped whitewashed cubes, adobe like.
These structures too hold artistic wonders.
Not pueblo pots, here in Tabo,
but Tibetan murals from the 10th century.

By archaeological estimation,
Taos dates from the same era,
though sacred oral history
is not shared with outsiders.

The young monk assigned as our guide
is a student of the ancient art of
Thangka painting, a tradition depicting
Buddhas and mandalas on silk.
“The Dalai Lama has announced
his intention to retire here”
he confides modestly.

Now I see two pair of glasses,
rimless and thick rimmed
peer down from mountain ranges -
foothills of Himalayas and Rockies -
they frame two pair of eyes
contemplating contentment.

As I depart I spin
the eighty-eight prayer wheels
for hers, and his, and for my own dreams.

Kye

September 22, 2007

Step – sweep – tap
step – sweep – tap
The monk advances,
His garnet robe
grazes the floor.

As still as the Himalayas
that rise above his gompa
he stood while we viewed
ancient thangka paintings.

Why now this curious dance?
I let the protective silk veil settle
back over delicate pigments
and turn to watch the ritual
that now engages him.

Catching sparkles
from devotional oil lamps,
motes of dust billow from his toes
like stylized oyster clouds
above the painted Buddhas.

Before his foot,
a large moth flees
buttery and translucent
in flickering light.

Advance matches retreat until,
the moth senses the threshhold
of the courtyard
flusters his wings, holds fast.

An impasse.
Toes curl in thought,
the veins of his temple
thrum beneath a crescent scar,
the monk reaches for an offering bowl,
redistributes the water among the rest
and scoops the moth inside.

Above a row of sandals
and hiking boots
the monk uncups his palm
from the brass bowl.

The moth, denied a nest
of precious kangyur scrolls,
rises to sample
the wisdom of the wind.

Undressed

September 20, 2007

Posed on a peach
tufted satin cushion
in the casket,
my mother
and each of her
nine brothers and sisters
appeared to be
the same person
dying over and over.

Skin stretched taught
over the shared
genetic template,
rosary beads twisted
around fingers in a gesture
of captured salvation,
pasty orange makeup
troweled over
whatever unique pain
etched individual passing.

To my father’s horror,
my mother was removed
from the house in a
mostly zippered up
sort of garment bag,
hauled head to toe
drooping like a hammock.

To his further horror,
the monument carver
suggested a discount
for chiseling his name
and birth date
under her statistics.

Theoretically
I play indifferent
to what happens
to my garment bag.
Having avoided cosmetics
in the life of my face,
I toy with the idea
of posthumous outrage
over the small irony
of lurid tangerine paint
to cover undressed pallor.

But first, I must imagine
that bird’s eye view
of my numbers
being struck into stone
(which I cannot)
or see my ashes carefully
scattered downwind
of the party,
when it would be
more satisfying
to imagine
a sudden updraft.